Ferdousi: My Angel

Ok, so get this, I am suppose to keep track of the amount of calories I intake per day. I got this awesome app that my little sister, Nadia, put on my phone. It works great except when I throw up what I eat. So I am thinking this is how the calculation should go: Calorie based on the food eaten - weight of food thrown up (calculate the calories) - the liquid thrown up etc. ect. Ok, someone built me an app for this, just thinking about it gives me an headache. So in conclusion I have given up tracking my calories. I am just grateful when I can keep the food I have eaten inside me.

So, how am I these days? with the help of spending 2 hours every other day at the hospital getting fluids and stuff has helped me to keep most of my food down. It been a few good days so far. The little blessings in life :)
The pain never goes away, but I am managing it for the time being. Tonight was a hard night (battling the pain that is).

This weekend I have had the pleasure of spending time with a 4 year old angel, Emily. I am hooked on her already. She is the lovely daughter of one of my best friend, Jeff and his wife Melissa. She has brought great joy in the last couples of days. She says we are best buddies now. It's been also great catching up on old time with my buddy.

Today, we went in the backyard by the lake and Em feed the ducks and their ducklings. It was so cute watching her. She was not afraid to get dirty or anything. And she is a talker. I just love listening to her talk about anything and everything. She is so intelligent and perceptive. She is truly an angel.

Well, I must try to catch some Zs. To all my friends and family I love you all and thanks for being by my side no matter the distance that separates us physically. You are all close to my heart each and every day.